Coming up on a year so fast, I can't even tell you where my mind is at. I honestly don't remember how some of the days passed because my mind was so clouded with memories and grief. A lifetime, too short. A life line, cut short. I always imagined us as invincible... I always imagined we'd have each other... to fight with if nothing else. I keep thinking about the last day you lived. The things you told me and how I was looking forward to seeing you the very next day, after being over 3,000 miles away for so many months. Never ever thinking, not even for a second, that when I saw you it would be to say good bye to you in this lifetime, forever. I miss you, more than I ever imagined I would. But then again, I never imagined I miss you this way.
